out of cookies.. .

Well, I still have the last one. I'm saving it for an emergency. But I'm feeling better. I forced myself to get out of bed, had a good cry (not in that order). . Kali helped. So did my friends who called. I know I've been crabby and moody (same thing, right?) . I know it's just being tired and in pain. Man, that sure does a number on you. I thought I knew about pain before. And still, all this pain just makes me feel sorry for everyone else. I mean, deep down, I know I will be OUT of pain at some point. Even when I don't believe it, I know it. And that makes a HUGE difference. Anyhow, I'll get through this. But those of you who are dealing with me, thanks for being gentle and understanding.